MidTerm xm for Neuroscience block + fever

insyaallah 29.11 bersamaan sabtu.. kol 8pg.. akan ada xm midterm utk semua 3rd year medical student, university of alexandria.. the questions will be in PBL form which i hate enuff.. huhu.. dis completely showed dat we r in a very integrated system.. the most probs for me myself.. i have to mixed all de info. of all subjects.. i mean.. histology, parasitology, microbiology, pathology, physiology, anatomy.. all these subjects will be mixed together in 1 problem.. and i have only 1 day to study all these subjects!! nonsense.. at de same tyme.. de lectures will continue as usual!! hopefully Allah help me..

at de same time, bz btul skrg.. huhu.. sumtime im jelous wif my housemates as they have enuff time to focus completely on their study.. but for me myself, i neva regret of wat i've done.. insyaallah.. becoz Allah already said in surah Muhammad:7

"wahai org2 yg beriman!jika kamu menolong agama Allah, nescaya Dia akn menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu"

i alwayz remind myself to study hard even smarter in order to be a gud muslimah doctor.. dont u think my jihad fi sabilillah also..? as my friends.. insyaallah .. sbb Allah dah berfirman.. barangsiapa yang mencari ilmu, akan dipermudahkannya jln ke syurda dan para malaikat akan mendoakannya..
so.. do u think i have to worri wiff what i've done(dont have to tell u wat..not related to medicine :).. im not gud enuff, but i'll try my best to be a good servants to the God of Almighty.. even sumtime i lost from my own path.. "mendamba keredhaan Yang Maha Esa"

as the xm juz around de corner.. i've got headache and fever! huhu.. dis maybe 1 of my kifarah of my previous sins.. consciously or unconsciously.. Allah love His servants.. dats y He give us some diseases.. as fever.. flu.. gingivitis.. stomachache.. even serious illness also.. u knoe y?? bcoz.. when we r not in a good health.. we'll pray.. we'll remind ourselves bout death.. all these things will make us closer to Allah..


"sssghnya, org yang plg bijak adalah org yang selalu mengingati mati. dan bersedia menghadapinya"

got it..?? not juz have to remind bout death.. but also.. get ready for ur own death.. wif wut?? ibadah lillahi taala.. so.. do u think u've prepared enuff?? tepuk dada.. tnye iman..

hri ni jmpe ahli2 usrah 1 fikrah yg sama "mendamba keredhaan Yang Maha Esa.." plg best bile bersama.. kami slg menasihati.. dan perkataan sntiasa di sebut adalah.. fastabikul khairaat..(berlumba2 ke arah kebaikan..)namun, mampukah kami?? adakah wujudnya kesabaran dlm kebaikan dan kesabaran menahan diri dr kejahatan.ssghnya saya insan yang lemah Ya Allah.. semoga kami mujahadah.. dan tuk semua para shbt jg.. biiznillah

"kemudian apbla kamu tlh mbulatkn tekad,mk bertawakkallah kpd Allah.ssghnya, Allah menyukai org2 yg bertawakkal kpdNya"
[al-imran:159]

p/s: pray for me.. pls!!! T_T